2nd check...😢😢😢

27 September 2015 Sunday

Early morning..terjaga trus mandi...kejut mrhubby..hr ni nak pegi 2nd check..scan apa yg patut..kejut kids mandi2 sume...terus ke HKL..smpai kt admission kaunter Hospital Bersalin HKL...trus ngtau nurse..diorg nmpk busy..tp oklah..bgtau nk check selepas keguguran...word keguguran tu agak menggetarkan jiwa..naluri keibuan ku tersentuh..sedikit sebak tp kuatkan hati...then nurse tu nmpk agak confuse..tp dia mtk buat upt test...
THEN...upt test -ve...😳😳😳 as expected..xperlah...nurse bgtau xyah jumpa Dr..uiksss...xkan xyah check further..im keep asking..how to confirm dh complete abortion...nurse tu siap explain kl negative upt mmg confirm complete.....hmmm...quite kureng yakin disitu..so dia ckp kl nk scan etc better pegi tmpt 1st check & confirm abortion sbb dh ada record kt sana...😑😑😑

Hmmm..double triple question mark kat situ...tp nurse tu polite..dia ckp elok2..and keep repeating the same thing..so xperlah..xmo debat2..my hati pun lum sekuat biasa lagi...xperlah..then kami say thanks n bye....

Then hsbnd trus call Pusrawi,ty..diorg ckp dtg je n check lg sekali..oh mai...oklah ikut jelah..sampI je Pusrawi,okay..Dr yg bertugas lain hr ni...Dr.Rosnah...okay xpernah lagi jumpa dia...
So masuk then...mula2 dia ty..kenapa hr tu xnak MC?omg..xper2.sbr n jwb elok2..hr tu sy tlalu sedih n xdpt ckp apa2...then after minum..(kene full bladder utk scan)...dah scan..katanya ada sikit lagi..adohai....buat UPT..dh negative...so dia suggest cuci..ya Allah......Dr suh d&c...😨😨😨
Then kami ty..ada option tak..takde...kecuali yg sikit tu kuar sendiri..Allahuakbar....
So bncg2..
1) Dapat surat refer utk further action (D&C or not.huhu)
2)MC seminggu (kl perlu dtg scan utk check balik)
3)Bayar caj sume RM60

Okaylah...balik trus msg kawan yg br gugur..dia suggest suh bertungku...maybe boleh tlg kuarkan naturally...trus call mama..
Meantime cari jamu sesuai.....ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan recovery ku....aamiin ☺